This is my first visit here, and I have quite a story to tell.
My music beginnings have been pretty ignorant, rough, and poor.
I managed to even learn music on an un-tune-able guitar where I believe I really set back my hearing.
I think this is where teachers that I have had said I had the ear, but it needed training. GRIN That is until these past ten years when things really changed.
Way back -- I was able to borrow a flute in a summer band program when I was in Junior High and was greatly complimented by the teacher, who was astonished at my lung power and holding a note.
Today, I could never say what instrument that was.
But going to High School the next year, I took the band class for new students and was able to borrow a flute--when it was there...for it was shared with another person as well...well, you can imagine how ridiculous that was. And as it turned out, this class, even the teacher was hardly there! It was a free class, which I never anticipated.
But to shorten this story, later I had some flute stories, but overall I never got off the ground with a flute, but had a lot of dreams.
But here is the thing, in these past years, I truly believe that the Lord helped me in the world of music. I started to understand a lot about music, and of course a lot has become available in the world of music via CD's, internet, etc. Especially, if one lives in an area where there is truly a lack of teachers.
So, here I am at a much, much older age, having the time of my life learning a flute, and it all seems at this point so very amazingly productive and I certainly feel I am going through easy days and rough hard days with it...which are heavy indications that I am advancing.
Now you might be wondering, why am I asking, is there hope for me? When I know full well there is HOPE! But here is my question. I go to a small church where people who want to participate in the worship are definitely welcomed, and talent is not a heavy requirement...I am being sincere about this.
But here is the thing...I am a sheet music type of person, and while I am now understanding all about this "playing in a certain key" thing, I can't help but wonder...how can one really play sheet music and be among people who just play mostly by ear in a certain key, when the sheet music is geared for "one" key...the way it is written. But most people are playing chords in the various keys. I certainly understand about scales and that it is those notes that one plays, but how can one really play flute like a melody line on the spot when people are changing the keys on the spot??? Like sometimes for example, they will start playing a worship song, and before they get going, they will stop and say, oh, let's play this in "B" or "G" and then they just crank it up and go.
How can a flute player like me, just pick it up from there and go with it? Let alone be presented with a one page sheet of lyrics with chords on top of some words? And be able to "go" with it?
Perhaps, I feel deep down, I get it, sort of, but it makes me extremely nervous to feel like I could offer anything but random notes when I think I got it right here and there?
I heard years ago, elsewhere, another flute player was kind of in that situation too. And you could hear the flute randomly play a note or two or three before the song was over.
So, my question, with the goal in mind to have a goal of playing "somewhere" preferably in my church, how do I go about it to go in this direction? Obviously, I need to untangle my mind, but what is recommended for such playing?
Is there such a thing as "chords" on flute? Or is it a mastery over scales?
I sure would like to know how to achieve this and know how to get there.
Can I ramble or what?
Thanks ever so kindly for any advice.

