I know rhythms pretty well and I can play notes from C below the staff and twice above, but putting them together becomes frustrating and discouraging when I sight read. It seems like a junior high problem...
One of the directors conducting in the Honor Band told us that "If you're staring at the whole note you're playing and not looking at the notes that are coming ahead, that's just stupid. Many professional musicians are able to know what they're going to be playing up to four to eight bars ahead of what they're playing, and that's what makes them very successful."
I wasn't offended by his statement in any way (I have a lot of respect for him), but what he told us made me realize that that's what I do when I sight read--I keep my eyes on the notes that I'm playing and if I try to look too far ahead, my mind can't keep up.
I want to be able to sight read well since I know it helps with reading and playing music, but I'm prone to going back and fixing a mistake even if it's just a couple of notes. At faster tempos, I begin to lose pulse from the anxiety. And I'm begin to think that I'm not very good with technique as the other flutists. When I lose track of tempo and pulse I get lost even in eight note rhythms. Ties, dotted notes, and 16th/32nd notes confuse me while sight reading although I can pretty much clap and sing the rhythms and music fine while I'm not playing, I seem to have problems when it comes to playing. I think it's a problem with associating my fingers to the notes..
If you have any advice, it would be greatly appreciated--books, music, websites, articles, practice methods, etc. (I've written a lot.)
Thank you very much.
